i am thou

Dec. 17th, 2023 10:09 am
muladhara: (grumpy)
I have just had a week off work, and I spent some of it tidying and cleaning, because I somehow felt like it, and it needed doing. I also took four bags' worth of stuff to the charity shop I used to volunteer in, and that felt like a weight off my mind - one of the bags had been sitting in the living room for literally six months, but every time I thought about taking it with me, I just didn't.

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Also, I finally beat Persona 5 Royal! \o/

It only took three months!

So, I have thoughts about the game. My main one is that Royal makes everything very easy. Especially if you have the Legacy DLC, which I do. I did not touch the gamebreaking Personae, but I did use some of the accessories (specifically one which gives +15% exp per fight), which meant I was overlevelled for the entirety of the base game.

But yeah, I feel it almost feels too easy. I was playing on Normal, but I kind of wish I'd shunted it up to Hard to see if it felt more like I thought it ought to. I think Persona 5 Royal is the easiest SMT game I've ever played.

This is imo, of course, and you are more than entitled to disagree with me.

cut for third semester spoilers and some other stuff )

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I think that's all I have for now!
My X-Files boxset is here! \o/

I have so far watched up to Jersey Devil, which admittedly isn't that far considering I've had it for four days already. I've been watching it on my portable DVD player, which has a tiny screen, and therefore everything looks terrible unless the scene is well-lit. Most scenes in the X-Files aren't well-lit, so you can imagine how this is going.

I am also having that thing I had with Lost where everything is familiar and yet not at the same time. Like, for the most part I've been able to remember certain things about episodes, but not how we get there.

I thought I was going to want to write down reactions, or at least quotes, but so far I have not had the urge.

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In other news, I told my boss from my former voluntary job that I would go out to the Xmas meal with them this evening and I really don't want to! Partly because it will be in the same pub as last time, although it's the middle of the week this time, so hopefully people won't be as noisy/disruptive? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I just. I am not a fan of places with lots of people in them, let's be real (the older I get, the more baffled I am that I could deal with conventions, because now my brain would nope t f out of it).

But I also partly don't want to go because I just want to sit at home and not be around people because I get enough of that when I'm at work. (I am currently off work, which is why I want as little human interaction as possible, lol).

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Finally, I think I am really nearly at the end of P5R! It's about bloody time; I feel like I've been playing it forever.
Small list post, because.

# There is snow outside! Only about 2cm of it at the deepest, but it is there!

Also it's been minus temps for a lot of the days recently (only peaking at +1°C during the day), so it's properly felt like winter recently. Which is nice, because it feels like the last several years have been wet and miserable.

# I am continuing with P5R! I am currently in the third semester, and I have Thoughts about it, but I will leave talking about them until I finish the game. Partly because I also have things I want to say about the game as a whole, so I might as well put it all in one post.

# I decided a little while ago that, as a treat, I would buy myself a tin of Polychromos coloured pencils for Xmas. Except then I watched this one video by someone, and they said an artist they follow said that when you're buying supplies you're unfamiliar with, it's generally better to get a few open stock in colours you like/will use as opposed to a set, as then you may not feel like you wasted money if you don't like them.

And I think this is actually a good idea! The problem I'm going to have is choosing a limited palette that is not all greens and blues. I like all colours, but they're the ones I gravitate towards the most.

I also thought what I would do is divide the money I would have spent between several things I want to try - e.g. get four Polychromos, and then get maybe a couple of Poscas (since I only have black and white), and possibly four Neocolor IIs*.

Well, that's what I've decided for now. Who knows what I'll think in a couple of weeks' time.

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*I have three sets of the Neocolor Is that were my mum's, but I'd like to see what the IIs are like as several artists I follow seem to rate them.
I've got two Bluesky invites if anyone's interested? Let me know and I'll DM you one!

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I think I am going to have to change the way my ko-fi is run/set up, as it's become clear to me that I can't do it the way I wanted AND work as well. At least, not at the moment. And okay, I haven't been in work for most of the year, but I had other things demanding brain space, and I just couldn't keep up with the minimal demands I'd made of myself in order to run it.

I need to write a post about it over there, but I'm going to leave that for a couple of days yet. And it's not going to cause any problems, as my only sub had to unsub anyway, so I won't feel like I'm letting anyone down by changing it around.

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I got a new phone, as I was due an upgrade, and it's the least excited I've been about a phone upgrade ever. Added to which, I was sold a phone I didn't want, on a higher data amount than I would have liked, paying more than I wanted. Because the sales guy was insistent on me having a really good phone for my money, and a larger amount of data because apparently I had run over my limits several times - news to me, given I'm supposed to be informed when that happens, and I never have been.

Apparently the dude is unaware of what the words, "I cannot afford this right now," actually mean, because he's so focussed on hitting his sales targets.

This is probably me being a bit mean because I'm tired and far from enthused about the actual new phone but wehhhhh.

Anyway, I have a Google Pixel 7a, and oh boy their Android reskin is one of the fugliest things I've ever seen. And I don't like that I can't group the icons in the app menu together (or if I can, I haven't discovered how yet), because there's so much in there that I am straight up NEVER going to use.

EDIT: According to a post from last summer on reddit, apparently Google haven't added the ability to make folders in the app drawer, so it's not just me not being able to get to grips with my phone. *blows raspberry* [/edit]

I also don't like that it doesn't have a 3.5mm jack, so I had to buy a USB-C converter, and it also doesn't have a memory card slot! Admittedly, it has 128Gb of internal memory, but I've got so used to having my pics on a card as extra backup that this makes me feel wildly uncomfortable.

I dare say I'll get used to this, and 90% of it probably is just me being grumpy because I'm tired.

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Finally, I have Opinions about P5R, but they are game spanning ones, so I shall leave it until I have finished the game in its entirety (which is going to take some doing - I'm 45 hours in, nowhere near the fifth Palace yet, and there's the extra content on top of the original gameplay length).
I've got another Bluesky invite code if anyone wants it?

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In other news: GUESS WHO FINALLY HAS A PAYING JOB AGAIN????

Oh yes, it is me. It is unfortunately not a library job, but it is a job and it pays me money, so I am not going to complain about it. I've only been there a week so far, but it seems to be going okay? I have a lot to learn, since it's not the same environment I've been in for the last four years, but I am sort of getting the hang of it. I think.

My shift end times don't line up with the buses on a lot of occasions, but that's the bus company's fault, not my job's. And anyway, I've been saying for years now that I want to get a bike, and this would be the perfect excuse to have one (although with the weather being like it is today - heavily raining - I wouldn't want to cycle there and back anyway).

I don't know if I will have the time or mental space to continue doing a bit at my voluntary job, but I said I'd let my boss there know once I had more of an idea of what my shifts would be like. Which I can't do at the moment as she is on holiday abroad.

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Also I forgot to mention this when it happened, but my mood has improved a bit! I think it is the time of year - I've never liked summer, and that feeling's increased exponentially as the weather's changed for the worse over the years, so I think my worst period of the year now is late spring/all summer.

I dare say getting a job has helped, but I noticed the shift in my mood happened even before I knew I'd got it.

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In video games news: I am into the fourth Palace in P5R, and I noticed that I am WAY overlevelled. Most of the enemies are a good five levels below everyone. This is not because I've been grinding, but I think because Akira has the accessory that gives 15% extra EXP, and also I have the extra EXP active in Mementos. I'm tempted to take it off and equip him with something else instead but also, IDK, I like not having too many problems in an Atlus game :D

I also started watching a Let's Play of Silent Hill, because it is spooky season, and because I love it. I haven't finished watching it yet, but I probably will today or tomorrow, since it's not a long game.

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Sep. 6th, 2023 10:52 am
muladhara: (koromaru)
I've got another Bluesky invite code if anyone needs or wants one!

Edit: it's gone, but I'm sure I'll have another one soon.

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It is hellishly hot here again, blergh. The temp topped out at 28°C yesterday, and it's not likely to cool down again until the start of next week.

...I mean, I'm mostly mad because it had been feeling really autumnal and I loved it and now it just feels like gack again. I am not amused.

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In other news, I am ~22ish hours into Persona 5 Royal!

Kasumi is not annoying me as much as she originally did, though I do roll my eyes at the way she's described as being special, and I get this "not like the other girls UwU " vibe from her, and that's kind of grating. But I find it funny how every time she shows up, I'm just like, "oh, okay," and yet every time Akechi is on screen, I hiss at him (I mean, I have valid reasons for doing so! I also just don't like him!)

Also I don't know if it's my imagination or not, but it feels really easy playing it? Like the vanilla version wasn't that difficult* (except for where it was - looking at you, third Palace), but there seem to be so many bells and whistles added (like the skills the Personae have to make things easier, for example), and especially with the Legacy DLC which basically has a bunch of gamebreaking items/Personae in it.

It feels easier to play, anyway.

I don't have much else to say about it at the moment, really. I'm just chugging along with it before I go to sleep each night.

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Other than that, I've not really been up to much, aside from the usual to-ing and fro-ing and all the rest of it which, as noted before is really boring to talk about, so I won't.

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*Certainly not by Atlus standards, anyway.
I did some more digging around in the front bedroom yesterday, as I was up at silly o'clock one of my days off, and wasn't sure what to do with myself (apart from several noisier chores that I generally leave till after 9am). The plan was to move around some of the stuff that needs getting rid of, so that there is more accessible floor space.

Which is what happened, but also I found some super ancient machine sewing threads that have been in a metal tin for at least thirty years, so their colours are all still bright and lovely. They're mostly purples, a couple of pinks, and a few greens (including a lovely olive, which surprised me, because I don't usually like that shade of green).

So that was a nice surprise, although at this point it shouldn't be a surprise at all, given how much other sewing stuff I have uncovered in the last eight months. Maybe one day I will actually find those pinking shears mum swore were somewhere in the house! (I ended up buying my own, but more than one pair won't hurt).

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I am about four and a half hours into P5R. I went upstairs pretty early on Friday night so I could play more of it before I went to sleep, only to find myself feeling really tired, so I switched it off after an hour. Turned out to be down to an incoming migraine, because of course.

I have the huge DLC with the extra outfits and personae etc etc, so I'm glad I can change up what everyone is wearing while in palaces/Mementos, especially Ann, because I really dislike her default outfit. I put Akira in the P2 one, but I didn't realise it would change the battle music as well! So that was a weird few moments before I realised what was happening (as I said: incoming migraine).

I feel less annoyed with Kasumi at the moment, but also she's barely been in it, so my opinions may change later in the game.

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Also IDK if anyone cares, but I got myself a bluesky account, thanks to [personal profile] helvetica - I'm rootsandbones, if you're on there and want to add me? (do not feel obligated, obviously, just letting you know for when twitter finally does implode).

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Aug. 13th, 2023 10:43 am
muladhara: (ffs)
If you have at all guessed that I am having issues with getting cat litter delivered again, congratulations, you are correct! You don't win anything, but you do get to feel smug a f.

cut for grr argh )

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I am almost at the end of FFXIII-2, which is good, because I really want to play P5R now. I thought about just giving up and changing the consoles over, but I am trying to finish games once I've started them, even if it's games I've played before. So. That's what I'm going to do!

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And I don't have anything else to say, so I shall finish this entry here.

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Oct. 3rd, 2022 09:54 am
muladhara: (Default)
Bwahahahaha, heck yeah the library is buying Gideon the Ninth!

Which is good, because my fixation on it hasn't quite gone away yet (thank goodness). I mean, I do want to read it, I've been tossing it up for well over a year, I think. Except I haven't wanted to read books for...a long time. Or not had the brain space because blehhhhhhh.

I guess I should maybe ask them to get Harrow now, just in case I like Gideon enough to want to keep reading? I dunno, I'll think about it. I'm probably going to nip in the library while I'm out tomorrow, so I can decide then.

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I started playing Persona 5 Royal, although I don't know how long I'll continue, since it seems too soon since I last played (18 months!) the original version. And, obviously, I played P5 Strikers in April, so it's entirely possible my brain has had enough of the Metaverse!.

I managed to get all the items you need lockpicks for in the first palace AND this is a spoiler )

I see also they have rejigged some of the demon levels - e.g. Angel is now level 9 instead of 12 and appears in the first dungeon instead of the third. And, crucially, DOES NOT HAVE HAMA available to her! She just has Makajama, which is annoying, but not as much as a straight up insta-kill.

Also not a fan of Kasumi, but a) I haven't seen enough of her and b) I am aware that there are people who do like her, so if I decide to rant about her, I'll at least do it behind a cut and warn y'all first.

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Finally, [personal profile] honigfrosch is running a love meme! Go forth and check it out if that's your kind of thing by clicking the pic below!

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