The doctor wasn't very helpful. Well, OK, he didn't do what I wanted him to - i.e. he didn't change my drugs. I've been referred for counselling and a blood test, as he thinks my thyroid might be underactive. WTF I don't even know any more. I sincerely hope the counselling isn't more fucking CBT. I mean, you'd think by now that they'd realise that maybe if a therapy doesn't work, there's a reason for it.
Whatever. I just want to curl into a ball and not give a fuck.
That said, and curling into ball feelings aside, one of the charity shops in town was selling books for 20p a throw, and I got me three new ones, including a book about geisha that Amazon keeps reccing me (should be £20 new!!). I also got one for mum by an author I know she really likes and doesn't have any books by, so that was also cool. Then I picked up a ball of crochet cotton for next to nothing in one of the other shops. It's all good :D
I also bought some roving so that I could have a go at spinning it. I built myself a drop spindle, as Annette brought hers to show me when she came to visit the other day. And it's SO EASY looking. Also I'd kind of been thinking about it because Jackie said I could have a go with her spinning wheel one time (but she's on holiday right now, so that's kind of not an option).
When I get in a tangled mess, rest assured, you will hear about it.
There's probably more I wanted to say, but right now I am still a big ball of "oh fuck it", so this is all you get for now.
Whatever. I just want to curl into a ball and not give a fuck.
That said, and curling into ball feelings aside, one of the charity shops in town was selling books for 20p a throw, and I got me three new ones, including a book about geisha that Amazon keeps reccing me (should be £20 new!!). I also got one for mum by an author I know she really likes and doesn't have any books by, so that was also cool. Then I picked up a ball of crochet cotton for next to nothing in one of the other shops. It's all good :D
I also bought some roving so that I could have a go at spinning it. I built myself a drop spindle, as Annette brought hers to show me when she came to visit the other day. And it's SO EASY looking. Also I'd kind of been thinking about it because Jackie said I could have a go with her spinning wheel one time (but she's on holiday right now, so that's kind of not an option).
When I get in a tangled mess, rest assured, you will hear about it.
There's probably more I wanted to say, but right now I am still a big ball of "oh fuck it", so this is all you get for now.
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