The other morning, I woke up with a burning urge to write. I felt really creative! I couldn't wait to get words on a page!

...And I ended up writing, like, half a page of the sad teenagers story. And that was all I did all day, and then I got mad at myself because I felt I'd been unproductive, and that I'd wasted my urge to write.

The next day I did nothing, not even half a page. I said to mum that I thought the problem was that I didn't want to work on any of the three stories I had on the go, as it were (sad teenagers, human abominations, and magical girls). Which is true, I didn't. So she said, "Do you have any others you can work on? Or could you think of a new idea?"

and I, in a horrified tone said, "NO! OF COURSE NOT! I SHOULD WORK ON THESE!"

Except that, of course, I see a lot of writing advice that says if you're getting nowhere with one thing, go and do another so you don't end up hating the original thing.

So I sat down and thought about something I have admittedly wanted to write for some years now. Which would be something based on Welsh myth. The only problem is that I am not so familiar with Welsh mythology as I want to be (I know way more about Irish but that's to do with contents of mythology books and stuff I read in my late teens). So I did some googling! And aside from anything else, it cleared up a mystery I've been puzzling over for years, which is the story about the lady from Llyn Y Fan Fach. I have half-remembered this story since I was a kid (but was aware I didn't make it up) but didn't really know what to look for, so I'm glad I found that.

And I read some other bits and pieces, and I knew what I wanted to name one of the characters, so I noodled around, and now I think I have a thing! I even sort of have an idea of what will happen in the story, but I am unsure about how to go about it. I need to think up some more characters to play about with, because currently I only have the main character, and the person telling the story, and that is not enough.

(I like making characters, as my book of RPG characters will tell you, so it's not like it's even a hardship. If I could concentrate on it for long enough, I would totally be one of those people with five billion OCs. But I can't. I don't know how other people do it).

Anyway, TL;DR version is I have another story even though it's the last thing I need.

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Couple of links you may or may not find interesting?

Persistent Melancholy: An Examination of Unifying Musical Gestures in Nier - I need to go back and reread this, as it's got some really interesting stuff in it. HOWEVER BEWARE OF MASSIVE SPOILERS FOR THE ENTIRE GAME if you decide to read it and you haven't played it.

Hollywood in Translation: A Look at Ferris Bueller's Day Off, which is about the differences between the EN and JP scripts for said film, written by [personal profile] nintendoh
(I found this REALLY interesting!)

The Case For Character Creator: The Game - which is exactly what it sounds like and DUDE I WANT THIS THING THAT DOES NOT EXIST.

Why the Raven Cycle isn't getting any diversity cookies from me - which details the problems I had with the racism in TRC but couldn't articulate well enough at the time.
I have finished Nier, and I am bereft.

That is the most emotionally draining game I have ever played, but I can't say I regret any of it. I don't.

I don't know what else to say about it but:

# The writing! The dialogue is fucking AMAZING. And I love the way Nier talks, because he sounds so human. And Weiss and Kainé's banter is great (and made all the better by knowing what good friends Liam O'Brien and Laura Bailey are in real life).

# The soundtrack is awesome.

Mostly I just want to make wavy hand motions, but also sounds of pain, because apparently this is what this game does to you.

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I finished reading the Drakengard LP and dove straight into one by the same guy for Drakengard 2. I can see why it is not well liked in the fandom, as it appears to be some sort of fanfic. Not that there's anything wrong with fanfic, but you know when you find really badly written stuff? This is that. Then I started on one for 3, but my eyes started glazing over, so I think I'm over-saturated at this point.

I discovered there is a Last Remnant LP on the LPA, so I might read that for a break maybe (although it's very long, so maybe not. I guess we'll see).
I haven't forgotten about the music meme, I just haven't felt like doing it recently.

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Meanwhile in Nier:

I got ending C!

spoilers! )

~

I have just finished reading the Drakengard LP, and I swear that game goes on forever. All this just so I can watch the E ending and go wait, what the fuck? (I mean, I already know what it entails. But I have never actually seen it with my actual eyes).

And indeed, I did go wait what the fuck, even though I had some idea of what was coming. It is officially the weirdest thing I have ever seen. Seriously.

Now onto Drakengard 2, I guess!
I got ending B of Nier this morning and OMFG I DID NOT STOP CRYING UNTIL HALFWAY THROUGH THE CREDITS.

(and even then, just hearing Ashes of Dreams sets me off. UGHHHHH).

HONKING GREAT SPOILERS! )

TL;DR version: UGH THIS GAME HURTS SO MUCH. SO SO MUCH.
So I beat Nier yesterday!

Well, I say beat, I mean I got the A ending, which is what you get for finishing the game once.

I'm. I don't quite know what to say about it, except that I was sobbing p much from beating the not quite final boss to about a third of the way through the credits. I mean, I sort of knew this was coming, but I didn't expect it to make me such a snotty mess? Also I have more questions than answers at this point. Although my question about tutorial land has been answered! (sort of!) MASSIVE ENDGAME spoilers )

other LARGE endgame spoilers )

And now I'm working on the B ending, and it is full of MASSIVE spoilers )

OOOH ALTHOUGH. I am six weapons away from being able to access the C and D endings, so there's that as well.

Also if you're interested, I've been livetweeting about it at [twitter.com profile] gwyntgwyn, though there are spoilers there!

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OH HEY AND GUESS WHAT!

I went to a con on Saturday and got into a convo with a couple of ladies who were stall-holding there, and we ended up commiserating about how soul destroying Nier is as a game. I didn't even know them and what are the chances of that happening?!
I AM PLAYING NIER. THIS IS NOT A DRILL.

I got to, er. Some Stuff Happening, and boy was that A Thing. It was also probably the most exhausting boss fight I've ever had, thanks to not being equipped with the best weapon at that point in the game. (I've been skint because I deliberately avoided the sidequests, bar a few, because I wanted to do the story, damnit! And thus I have no money :( Because bosses don't pay out highly, and there's only so much vendor trash that is actual trash and not Useful Components).

Also I have learnt via an LP that I am reading in tandem with my playthrough, that I will not be acquiring endings C or D, because I haven't met the requirements, so youtube it is for those! Or possibly not, IDK. (I didn't think there were any special requirements? But apparently what the heck do I know???) I'm actually glad about that, in a way, because I was leery of ending D anyway.

spoilers for ending requirements/some of the game )

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Unstructured thoughts I have on the game so far:

NB: I don't know how right or wrong I am about any of this. Cutting because list, also spoilers, including one for the sequel!

Read more... )

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Please do NOT spoil me for anything in the game. I have made it this far without managing to have any of the story spoilt, apart from what I accidentally saw on TVT because I forgot to switch the "show spoilers" button off. And even then it was only one thing (which won't have the punch it should have, I imagine), and not the entire game.

(I mean, I'm sure you guys will be fine about this, but I just wanted to say it).
I had some bad news on Wednesday night, and I've kind of been bzzzuh? ever since. So if I'm quieter than usual, that's probably why.

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I have not been up to much. I finished Killing Bono, and now I am sad, because there is no more book.

I played a lot of Skyrim. My Dragonborn is a male Nord, and was meant to look like one Irish person and ended up like another, accidentally (I'm blaming it on the character creator not have fine enough controls, but I think the reason is I have the patience of a very impatient flea). I am level 14, have discovered most discoverable locations, and have not even met up with Max von Sydow yet. Because who needs to do the main plot, right?

I ordered a bunch of second-hand games from CEX, and wasn't expecting them till Monday or Tuesday, so I decided I would play NieR over the weekend. And then the games arrived today. I bought FIFA 14 (to see what the fuss is about); F1 2011 (wanted a racing game); Assassin's Creed (been meaning to try it forever); Saints Row The Third (this was only a quid); and Sacred 3 (never heard of it, but thought I'd try it out).

Anyway, I put NieR in the Xbox earlier, and I have done two jobs for Popola, which isn't very far into the game. I kind of wish it was set in tutorial land, but I'm sure it'll later be revealed why that isn't the case. I like the music in the library and the music for the North Plains, I think. I don't have anything else to say about it right now.

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Music meme, questions 16 to 20:

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(all the questions)

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