this is a fine note!

I haven't been posting because I've had nothing to say, and I've also been in a depressive hole, so I haven't been doing much, apart from some sewing and knitting, and, for some reason, watching Johnny and Aoife play Dark Souls 3 (I finished the DS1 playthrough a few days ago). I also plan to watch Aoife and Zoe play DS2, as they're streaming it at the moment, and I have Ian's Demon's Souls streams in my Watch Later. W T F.

ANYWAY.

Once upon a time, many moons ago, I joked to myself that if I ever got into making music, all my album covers would just be colour fields (though gradients, not flat colour) because that amused me for reasons unknown.

The joke is somewhat on me, because at that point, my most recent acrylic painting, which I never finished, was a yellow to orange gradient.

Long story short, I've spent a lot of the time since fighting myself every time I want to make patterns, or mess with colour, and I have finally stopped doing that! Which is what I've spent most of my time dinking about with lately. I don't have anything to show for it as yet, but there are things, and I am doing them, and I am enjoying myself?? (I mean, being in the depressive fug I'm in, I'm not sure I'm enjoying anything right now, but I don't feel like I'm fighting myself any more).

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Here are a couple of Among Us streams:

Outside Xbox and Dicebreaker play Among Us

Outside Xbox, Dicebreaker, and Eurogamer play Among Us - this is one of three concurrent streams (the others are on the DB and EG channels) where they played an eight player game of Among Us. You don't have to watch all three versions, but it is fun to see or catch something you didn't the first time.