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There is a ~thing~ happening that is absolutely testing my shitty social skills, and I hate it. I mean, I mainly hate it because I can't mindread and then know what is happening without feeling like I am tying myself into a variety of pretzels. I'm not giving context, but if you've known me long enough, you might be able to guess, or you might just guess correctly anyway. I will neither confirm or deny anything.

But see also: still wasn't sure if anyone at work actually liked me up until about a month ago, despite at least two of them shouting my name as a greeting when I come into work and sounding happy to see me on multiple occasions. I really hate that prior experiences in my life have fucked me up to this extent where I am in my early forties and still unsure about whether people like me or not (and then am always very surprised when they do). I thought I might have overcome this by now, but apparently not!

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In other news, I finally bought Inscryption!

It is currently in the Playstation Spring Sale, so I got it :D

I have been playing it for the last couple of nights because placing cards terribly is a nice "switch my brain off" activity, because the last two days at work really knackered me, so I wasn't in the mood for Mass Effect (Good Friday was HELLA busy, and then Saturday I a) walked to work, roughly three miles and b) was already tired because I hadn't slept well).

( some spoilers, including a minor gameplay one )

Anyway, I am a big, gleeful lump now because of it. (I mean, I was pretty happy anyway - my mood's been AMAZING for the last few weeks - but now I am even happier :D )

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I don't have anything else; time to go and get some food, I think.