I have slept through three nights in a row, but I am very tired. I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
Actually, that's incorrect. I know why, to some degree. I've been worried about A Thing, and now the Thing has happened, so now I'm not tense any more. Also I've had a few days where I've been wandering around the house, not knowing what to do with myself, and ultimately feeling bad for spending hours watching youtube instead of doing something else. But I think that, in part, was also related to the Thing*.
And it doesn't help when my brain is all, "do something creative!" and I don't know what to do. Yesterday I ended up decorating the inside cover and facing page of what will be my new diary with some bits and pieces so that was something? It doesn't look amazing, but it's the first time I've ever done anything like that.
I mean, I have collaged before, but not in this particular way. Well, not with any thought, let's say. In the past I've just stuck stuff down and that's the end of it. This was much more deliberate in that I chose papers, tape, and stickers before I started. (I use to stick stuff all over boxes and notebooks and I don't really know why I stopped. Depression, probably).
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*It wasn't a bad Thing, btw, it was good, but if I can worry myself stupid about something, I will.
Actually, that's incorrect. I know why, to some degree. I've been worried about A Thing, and now the Thing has happened, so now I'm not tense any more. Also I've had a few days where I've been wandering around the house, not knowing what to do with myself, and ultimately feeling bad for spending hours watching youtube instead of doing something else. But I think that, in part, was also related to the Thing*.
And it doesn't help when my brain is all, "do something creative!" and I don't know what to do. Yesterday I ended up decorating the inside cover and facing page of what will be my new diary with some bits and pieces so that was something? It doesn't look amazing, but it's the first time I've ever done anything like that.
I mean, I have collaged before, but not in this particular way. Well, not with any thought, let's say. In the past I've just stuck stuff down and that's the end of it. This was much more deliberate in that I chose papers, tape, and stickers before I started. (I use to stick stuff all over boxes and notebooks and I don't really know why I stopped. Depression, probably).
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*It wasn't a bad Thing, btw, it was good, but if I can worry myself stupid about something, I will.
