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Apple pie for tea because why the hell not.

I had a weird thing happen this afternoon, and I have no idea what caused it. Around two pm, after I'd eaten dinner, my head suddenly felt like it was busting with pressure, and my mood crashed. I tried to nap in my chair for half an hour, but that didn't really work because this chair cuts into me if I curl up in it. Also I kept crying for absolutely no reason, so there were tears, and ugh it was weird. Eventually, I went to bed and napped for an hour (not two hours like it says on twitter). My head still felt really weird when I got up again, but I didn't feel like I could stay in bed any more. I had a cold drink, and made myself a coffee, and while I was waiting for that to cool, my head cleared and my mood was better again.

I just. I know what it wasn't but ugh. Please can that not happen again?

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I've got a standby in case no-one replies to this, but would you do me a favour? Would you pick three numbers between 1 and 35? (and it doesn't matter if there's dupes. I want dupes of one on purpose).

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I've been watching a whole bunch of interviews with David Bowie on Youtube over the past few days. Last night I saw one he did with Jeremy Paxman for Newsnight in 1999. And he happened to say something that abso-fucking-lutely broke my heart:

At the time, he'd made £30 million and he said that because he was working class, he was still worried that there wouldn't be enough money to provide for his family, should something happen to him. And I thought that was awful. But also I totally understand it (because I, too, am working class, and I've never had what feels like enough money, even when I've been in well-paid jobs, and I don't try to live beyond my means).