Two things currently happening in my brain:
~ existential thoughts about gender (also the universe, but mostly gender)
~ crapping myself over asking people to help me out by giving feedback on shitty writing (I know it's shitty because it's, like, preamble to the first draft? There is not drafting here, not yet). I just want to share and yet, at the same time, it feels horribly agonising to do so because of having to ask other people and why do I want to draw attention to myself why.
(There's a bit I'm going to post on here, but I'm waiting for the right moment. That will probably be never, right? Also aware I have keyboard smash topics to write on, and avoiding those like the plague SO).
(And now there workmen outside my house making me feel incredibly anxious just by existing. Also probably trampling my plants to shit while they're at it yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay).
~ existential thoughts about gender (also the universe, but mostly gender)
~ crapping myself over asking people to help me out by giving feedback on shitty writing (I know it's shitty because it's, like, preamble to the first draft? There is not drafting here, not yet). I just want to share and yet, at the same time, it feels horribly agonising to do so because of having to ask other people and why do I want to draw attention to myself why.
(There's a bit I'm going to post on here, but I'm waiting for the right moment. That will probably be never, right? Also aware I have keyboard smash topics to write on, and avoiding those like the plague SO).
(And now there workmen outside my house making me feel incredibly anxious just by existing. Also probably trampling my plants to shit while they're at it yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay).
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