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I am currently working on a commission!

Annette wanted me to customise a bag for her mother for Xmas, so that's what I'm doing. I am really excited about it, really enjoying it, and surprised at how quickly it's coming along.

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I went shopping (except not really) yesterday, and managed to avoid buying several video games, in spite of seeing ones I wanted, such as cheap-ass Assassin's Creed (I, II, and Brotherhood, I think), Hotel Dusk, P4 Arena (which was the most expensive of all of them), Fable III, and miscellaneous others. I didn't get them because I was in a really shit mood (YAY) and my anxiety was going overtime and screaming, "but what if you don't LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKE THEM????! YOU WILL HAVE WASTED MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONEY!"

So I submissively said OK, and walked away from them all.

Then I bought cookery books, which I suppose are more useful (in spite of being cookies and cakes) because my addiction to gaming really isn't going to feed me, is it?

Additional note: I got fed up of not finding new missions in FFTA2 (trying to 100% it; unlike Tactics Advance, I don't think I've failed any unrepeatables?), so now I'm playing FFXII in odd moments (I want to do the Pharos Subterra, damnit!) And I'd like to get all the Espers (Ultima, I am looking at you). But I'm not really enjoying it, and that's doing my head in (because I love it, and yay scenery porn, and BASCH).

I think it's just an indicator of my mood at the moment, really. I'm feeling better, but I'm still not much better than I was and, and bleh. Had my blood test yesterday. Results Friday. If it does turn out that my thyroid is underactive, at least it's fixable, although I'll be on medication for the rest of my life. Guess we'll have to wait and see.