I am SO tired.
I haven't been sleeping well for over a week. I thought my insomnia had passed (it goes in monthly cycles; I'm sure you can figure out why). BUT APPARENTLY NOT. I went to bed before 11pm last night, but still didn't fall asleep until nearly 1am. Then I woke at 6:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. I laid in bed for two hours playing puzzle games, and eventually went back to sleep for about three quarters of an hour before I had to get up anyway.
I am far from amused.
But that's not actually what knackered me. I'll get to that in a minute.
Usually I get a night of bad sleep when I am stressing about something (or for other reasons). Right now, I'm stressing about not a lot. I am actually pretty happy with life, my friends, and how things are going at the moment. So I don't really understand why I'm suddenly not sleeping like I've got the jitters or something.
(Although the fact that there have been at least three massive spiders in the house is not helping with not sleeping).
No, the reason I'm knackered is because I went on a big massive walk with friends (and kids) that went over the hills and up the valleys, and lasted for around six hours. It was fucking AMAZING.
(I love going walking, and I used to do a lot of it in my teens. Obviously, up till recently, not so much).
I'm going to pay for it tomorrow, because my hips and legs are already hurting, but I'm not going anywhere (not even if the hottest man on the planet turns up on my doorstep. Nope). I can spend all day in bed if I have to, and I'm probably going to have to.
Maybe I can spend it catching up on art for SMT Sunday? *shrugs*
~*~
I keep thinking I have something else to say, and this post has been sitting here for ages waiting for me to say it, but I don't. So I'll hit post and go to sleep, I reckon.
ETA: OK, I lied, a little, but I don't want to make a separate post just for a dumb question.
Recently (i.e. within the last six months) I have started dreaming about vampires a lot. This doesn't bother me and, even though I don't put much weight into dream interpretation, I wondered if it means something (or even if you guys have any idea what my brain is trying to tell me?)
No worries if not, just curious is all c: [/ETA]
I haven't been sleeping well for over a week. I thought my insomnia had passed (it goes in monthly cycles; I'm sure you can figure out why). BUT APPARENTLY NOT. I went to bed before 11pm last night, but still didn't fall asleep until nearly 1am. Then I woke at 6:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. I laid in bed for two hours playing puzzle games, and eventually went back to sleep for about three quarters of an hour before I had to get up anyway.
I am far from amused.
But that's not actually what knackered me. I'll get to that in a minute.
Usually I get a night of bad sleep when I am stressing about something (or for other reasons). Right now, I'm stressing about not a lot. I am actually pretty happy with life, my friends, and how things are going at the moment. So I don't really understand why I'm suddenly not sleeping like I've got the jitters or something.
(Although the fact that there have been at least three massive spiders in the house is not helping with not sleeping).
No, the reason I'm knackered is because I went on a big massive walk with friends (and kids) that went over the hills and up the valleys, and lasted for around six hours. It was fucking AMAZING.
(I love going walking, and I used to do a lot of it in my teens. Obviously, up till recently, not so much).
I'm going to pay for it tomorrow, because my hips and legs are already hurting, but I'm not going anywhere (not even if the hottest man on the planet turns up on my doorstep. Nope). I can spend all day in bed if I have to, and I'm probably going to have to.
Maybe I can spend it catching up on art for SMT Sunday? *shrugs*
~*~
I keep thinking I have something else to say, and this post has been sitting here for ages waiting for me to say it, but I don't. So I'll hit post and go to sleep, I reckon.
ETA: OK, I lied, a little, but I don't want to make a separate post just for a dumb question.
Recently (i.e. within the last six months) I have started dreaming about vampires a lot. This doesn't bother me and, even though I don't put much weight into dream interpretation, I wondered if it means something (or even if you guys have any idea what my brain is trying to tell me?)
No worries if not, just curious is all c: [/ETA]
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