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At the moment, I am listening to the FFXII soundtrack. I keep wanting to tweet that this is having the effect of making me want to play the game, just for the music.

WHY WOULD I DO THIS. I AM LISTENING TO THE SOUNDTRACK.

...Honestly, I swear, sometimes I am so...idiotic*.

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I keep getting vague art guilt. I haven't drawn very much (one thing!) in the last ten-twelve days, and so am feeling bad about it (going to come off here and attempt to doodle Kit in a bit, though. I was kind of inspired earlier). It isn't like I haven't been being creative (the other thing I keep wanting to tweet is that I'm going to end up being a textile artist, aren't I?) - I have - I've been making things! Or trying to, anyway**.

I suppose I just generally think of myself as someone who makes pictures, so if I'm not making pictures, I'm not being an artist. Which is all kinds of ridiculous.

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I felt really rough after I got up, so I went for a nap, intending to sleep for maybe an hour or so. Try nearly three times that time later when I woke up. I even dreamt about not sleeping for long, and still feeling like shit when I woke. WTF, brain?

Still feel out of sorts now, but not half as bad as I did at dinner time.

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*So I guess my tumblr/twitter bio is right, and I really am a part-time idiot! ;)

**I like making things. I'm like a mad scientist, except without being mad, and without the science part.