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she doesn't know what she's missing
I can't believe it's been nearly a month since I last posted!
But there has not been that much going on lately. Things are still the same - my mental health is shit (though better than not, but not great), though I am getting help with it. The situation with my nephew is still the same, and there is nothing I can do about that. I've had a lot of time off work (holidays, not sickness), so I haven't been out a lot. I don't feel like I've done a lot of things.
I've knitted three scarves, and watched the usual people playing video games on the internet. I've done a lot of sorting out/tidying/recycling in the front bedroom. I keep feeling like it feels insurmountable, but it really isn't, and I really am now hitting a point where that can be a functional room again at some point sooner than I maybe anticipated back at the beginning of the year. And that feels really good.
And, as part of that, I have also been doing the same thing in other parts of the house, namely the kitchen. I finally cleared off the windowsill, so now my succulents have a lot more space to exist, and it just looks tidier. Which also feels really good, and pleases me a lot.
But other than that, there's not really been a lot happening! But I am still here, still existing, and I shall continue to do so.
But there has not been that much going on lately. Things are still the same - my mental health is shit (though better than not, but not great), though I am getting help with it. The situation with my nephew is still the same, and there is nothing I can do about that. I've had a lot of time off work (holidays, not sickness), so I haven't been out a lot. I don't feel like I've done a lot of things.
I've knitted three scarves, and watched the usual people playing video games on the internet. I've done a lot of sorting out/tidying/recycling in the front bedroom. I keep feeling like it feels insurmountable, but it really isn't, and I really am now hitting a point where that can be a functional room again at some point sooner than I maybe anticipated back at the beginning of the year. And that feels really good.
And, as part of that, I have also been doing the same thing in other parts of the house, namely the kitchen. I finally cleared off the windowsill, so now my succulents have a lot more space to exist, and it just looks tidier. Which also feels really good, and pleases me a lot.
But other than that, there's not really been a lot happening! But I am still here, still existing, and I shall continue to do so.