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List post, because eh:
# I didn't get the other job I interviewed for, and I'm honestly not surprised. I can't get there early enough in the morning on public transport if they want me working silly hours, and they probably would since it was a supermarket.
# Crushes are fucking weird, aren't they? I mean, aside from all the baggage I carry around about Stuff™, which I am not going into here because you don't want to know it. This is, I can safely say, the first time I've really felt like this in six years, and I didn't miss it while it wasn't happening.
# I've been watching some more sewing videos on youtube, partly because all the streamers I watch are playing Zelda (not interested), so now I am making a small scrap quilt, and it is fiddly a f, because the squares I'm working on are 9x9cm, and I didn't realise I could do bigger - although for some of these scraps, bigger than this would be impossible.
I was going to do it in all random colours, because I have a lot of random scraps, but because I am me, it ended up mostly blue. There is a bit of red and brown as well but yeah, majority blue. (Also, like, for someone whose favourite colour was allegedly red, I sure have a lot of blue coloured scraps and material from my mum).
I want to do the same thing with some collage, as well, as I've been making my own collage papers (also inspired by yt) with acrylic paint and plain white card, just so I can see how it turns out.
# AND I want to make some t-shirts that Say Stuff, but then last night when I couldn't sleep, I thought it might be better to customise the one denim jacket I have. Which is a thing I've considered before. Except I tried it on this morning and it feels really tight across my shoulders so perhaps I should donate it elsewhere and find a new one.
I do have a Levi denim jacket that I've had since the nineties, but that's staying as is. The only reason I thought about customising the other one at all was because I bought it for cheap from Primark over a decade ago and idk, it's something I would like to have a go at.
# I like feeling this creative, although it's annoying that I can't do everything at once!
# Talking of which, I have also been doing some writing again! Not a lot, but some is better than none!
# I didn't get the other job I interviewed for, and I'm honestly not surprised. I can't get there early enough in the morning on public transport if they want me working silly hours, and they probably would since it was a supermarket.
# Crushes are fucking weird, aren't they? I mean, aside from all the baggage I carry around about Stuff™, which I am not going into here because you don't want to know it. This is, I can safely say, the first time I've really felt like this in six years, and I didn't miss it while it wasn't happening.
# I've been watching some more sewing videos on youtube, partly because all the streamers I watch are playing Zelda (not interested), so now I am making a small scrap quilt, and it is fiddly a f, because the squares I'm working on are 9x9cm, and I didn't realise I could do bigger - although for some of these scraps, bigger than this would be impossible.
I was going to do it in all random colours, because I have a lot of random scraps, but because I am me, it ended up mostly blue. There is a bit of red and brown as well but yeah, majority blue. (Also, like, for someone whose favourite colour was allegedly red, I sure have a lot of blue coloured scraps and material from my mum).
I want to do the same thing with some collage, as well, as I've been making my own collage papers (also inspired by yt) with acrylic paint and plain white card, just so I can see how it turns out.
# AND I want to make some t-shirts that Say Stuff, but then last night when I couldn't sleep, I thought it might be better to customise the one denim jacket I have. Which is a thing I've considered before. Except I tried it on this morning and it feels really tight across my shoulders so perhaps I should donate it elsewhere and find a new one.
I do have a Levi denim jacket that I've had since the nineties, but that's staying as is. The only reason I thought about customising the other one at all was because I bought it for cheap from Primark over a decade ago and idk, it's something I would like to have a go at.
# I like feeling this creative, although it's annoying that I can't do everything at once!
# Talking of which, I have also been doing some writing again! Not a lot, but some is better than none!