muladhara | (no subject)

We are going to have to buy a new fridge/freezer combo, and mum has delegated the task of choosing one to me and OH GOD WHAT HOW DO I CHOOSE.

I jest, sort of. I know what kind of price range I'm looking at, and I roughly know what models are good. (My brother has a Samsung one, and I looked at those, but they're more money than I think mum wants to pay, and also they are too big for our kitchen - because we have a designated space between counter and wall). So I've settled on an Indesit which is a bit taller than the one we've got, but then more or less the same.

Sorry, my life is not interesting, so you get to hear about my fridge woes instead.

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My mood has been shot for the last couple of days, but it's all ~hormones~, I feel like I ought to just be able to deal with it. Which is nonsense.

On the other hand, I think I've been quite creative? I've done a lot of drawing, anyway, and I made a fake pumpkin today, so????

But this bears out what I've known for years and years, really, which is that the shittier my mood is, the more creative I tend (or feel) to be. Assuming I can muster the motivation to do something, that is. If I'm depressed enough, I'll just stare at the walls instead.

ANYWAY. Here is my fake pumpkin. I am rather proud of it.

I mean, obvs it looks better in total darkness, but I was trying it out at twilight to see if even worked as a thing. And it does! And I am so happy about that!