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i don't want to look like some kind of fool
~ Thing the first: I am going to make a voice post! And I am going to post it to my soundcloud! I would like your input!
What I would like you to do is ask me a question (or two). ANYTHING. And also supply me with the most ridiculous sounding French word you know, because I'm going to do that French-in-a-Yorkshire accent thing, too. I have a microphone on my laptop, I might as well use it.
I am trying to break myself of feeling stupid when I talk out loud (because reasons), so if you can help me do it, you have my thanks :)
~ Thing the second: I figured out (I think) why I really don't like Dragon Age: Origins. It doesn't have a mage boyfriend ;) (nah, there are actual reasons why I don't like Origins, but, you know DAII and DA:I have mage boyfriends, and I like both of them just fine).
~ Thing the third: I'm going to make a male elf mage for next time on DA:I (because I want to see how lolarious the shittest world state is. THIS I LIKE THIS. BEING ABLE TO COMPLETELY WRECK THINGS AS WELL AS MAKE THEM GOOD IS MY JAM. GOOD JOB, BIOWARE. I was going to romance either Solas (I believe that's tricky though) or Cullen but. Um. *embarrassed cough* yeah. I'm in mage boyfriend hell and I DON'T CARE.
(There is actually SO FUCKING MUCH I COULD SAY ABOUT DORIAN and how he's like. If I'd invented my perfect character, I couldn't have done that well? I swear someone actually read my mind because HOLY FUCK).
~ Thing the fourth: I want to write a couple of posts about DA:I - one about facets of the characters that are like me (just because I find it interesting - and anyone who wants to is welcome to disagree with my results). But also I want to talk about triggering content. I've had some really bad reactions triggered by a couple of things in the game, and I wanted to write about that, too (if only to get the bloody thing off my chest). I nearly broke my three and a half year streak of not cutting the other night because, I believe, something the game unintentionally triggered in me. I mean, I didn't in the end, and that's good, but even so. It probably wouldn't have happened, but that something got me thinking about something in my past and bam, that was it. I'll talk about it more if I get to writing the post, though.
~ Thing the fifth: I've been awake since 5:30am, had no naps or anything, and I feel kind of like I'm buzzing? I'm not supposed to be bipolar, so I don't think I'm manic but ???? It's like I used to feel when I was at cons aka really fucking weird on little sleep.
~ Thing the sixth: I'm going to post this now, because I don't think I have anything else to say.
What I would like you to do is ask me a question (or two). ANYTHING. And also supply me with the most ridiculous sounding French word you know, because I'm going to do that French-in-a-Yorkshire accent thing, too. I have a microphone on my laptop, I might as well use it.
I am trying to break myself of feeling stupid when I talk out loud (because reasons), so if you can help me do it, you have my thanks :)
~ Thing the second: I figured out (I think) why I really don't like Dragon Age: Origins. It doesn't have a mage boyfriend ;) (nah, there are actual reasons why I don't like Origins, but, you know DAII and DA:I have mage boyfriends, and I like both of them just fine).
~ Thing the third: I'm going to make a male elf mage for next time on DA:I (because I want to see how lolarious the shittest world state is. THIS I LIKE THIS. BEING ABLE TO COMPLETELY WRECK THINGS AS WELL AS MAKE THEM GOOD IS MY JAM. GOOD JOB, BIOWARE. I was going to romance either Solas (I believe that's tricky though) or Cullen but. Um. *embarrassed cough* yeah. I'm in mage boyfriend hell and I DON'T CARE.
(There is actually SO FUCKING MUCH I COULD SAY ABOUT DORIAN and how he's like. If I'd invented my perfect character, I couldn't have done that well? I swear someone actually read my mind because HOLY FUCK).
~ Thing the fourth: I want to write a couple of posts about DA:I - one about facets of the characters that are like me (just because I find it interesting - and anyone who wants to is welcome to disagree with my results). But also I want to talk about triggering content. I've had some really bad reactions triggered by a couple of things in the game, and I wanted to write about that, too (if only to get the bloody thing off my chest). I nearly broke my three and a half year streak of not cutting the other night because, I believe, something the game unintentionally triggered in me. I mean, I didn't in the end, and that's good, but even so. It probably wouldn't have happened, but that something got me thinking about something in my past and bam, that was it. I'll talk about it more if I get to writing the post, though.
~ Thing the fifth: I've been awake since 5:30am, had no naps or anything, and I feel kind of like I'm buzzing? I'm not supposed to be bipolar, so I don't think I'm manic but ???? It's like I used to feel when I was at cons aka really fucking weird on little sleep.
~ Thing the sixth: I'm going to post this now, because I don't think I have anything else to say.