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OH JESUS SO I THOUGHT I WAS BETTER TODAY BUT I watched episode ten again to get some things straight in my head (turns out they didn't need straightening) and I sobbed through the entire thing.
Then I was listening to remixes of some of the soundtrack, and there was an absolutely beautiful music box version of Sis Puella Magica! (here), and there was outright sobbing there, too (not helped by the fact that I listened to it twice in a row). There's also this music box version, which is awesome because it was done on a punchcard for a real music box and it's awesome. Also did you know I love music box music? I do. It is the best.
I can just about listen to Connect without tearing up now. Heh.
I don't think I'll rewatching the series or watching the movies any time soon *sigh* (or maybe I should. Maybe it is like pulling off a plaster and then once I've done it, I've bloody well done it and it's over).
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In other news, I invented myself another bunch of characters (for those of you who are new around here: I like writing/inventing people, and Loads and Loads of Characters is basically my life. When it isn't video gaems la la la la la). Some of them have names and some of them don't, and then I started feeling guilty about all the other characters who I do nothing with any more.
Anyway, I am working on character designs and pulling sad faces because I feel like I can't draw at the moment (which is bollocks, if my doodle of Ryuko is anything to go by because it looks like her, and there's barely anything to it. I just like drawing a heck of a lot and it so sad it makes me really sad when I feel like I can't do it. Also I think that's why college hacked me off so much. One of my tutors told me I couldn't draw and basically fucking wrecked me at the time, and I had to be there two more years after that if I wanted qualifications (which I did). No, I have still not forgotten that. Yes, it was five years ago).
ANYWAY. Imma get some drawns done, and I half feel a Madoka fanart coming on, although no promises. I just. The pink printer paper is calling my name.
Then I was listening to remixes of some of the soundtrack, and there was an absolutely beautiful music box version of Sis Puella Magica! (here), and there was outright sobbing there, too (not helped by the fact that I listened to it twice in a row). There's also this music box version, which is awesome because it was done on a punchcard for a real music box and it's awesome. Also did you know I love music box music? I do. It is the best.
I can just about listen to Connect without tearing up now. Heh.
I don't think I'll rewatching the series or watching the movies any time soon *sigh* (or maybe I should. Maybe it is like pulling off a plaster and then once I've done it, I've bloody well done it and it's over).
~*~
In other news, I invented myself another bunch of characters (for those of you who are new around here: I like writing/inventing people, and Loads and Loads of Characters is basically my life. When it isn't video gaems la la la la la). Some of them have names and some of them don't, and then I started feeling guilty about all the other characters who I do nothing with any more.
Anyway, I am working on character designs and pulling sad faces because I feel like I can't draw at the moment (which is bollocks, if my doodle of Ryuko is anything to go by because it looks like her, and there's barely anything to it. I just like drawing a heck of a lot and it so sad it makes me really sad when I feel like I can't do it. Also I think that's why college hacked me off so much. One of my tutors told me I couldn't draw and basically fucking wrecked me at the time, and I had to be there two more years after that if I wanted qualifications (which I did). No, I have still not forgotten that. Yes, it was five years ago).
ANYWAY. Imma get some drawns done, and I half feel a Madoka fanart coming on, although no promises. I just. The pink printer paper is calling my name.