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well-informed doorstop ([personal profile] muladhara) wrote2010-09-25 09:43 pm

[insert warbling here]

I was awake at half eight this morning. Clearly my brain hates me. So I read for a couple of hours and smoked, and then went and did errands.

And then this afternoon, I did some more ripping and sticking again. I really don't know what I'm doing, apart from making a gigantic mess (I should take a pic so y'all can see what a mess this is). I also discovered that if I really wanted to, I could probably take the whole thing off the canvas. But I don't want to do that.

I was saying to mum that this could be it, this could be the thing that ends up making me famous (I was mostly joking), and then I said, "Or you know, it could be where they say 'This is the point where she clearly went mad. And she never did anything figurative ever again'."

And I watched some more Avatar, so just finished series 2. Appa's Lost Days had me bawling like a baby again (no surprise there, then. I thought that maybe one day it will not make me cry, but since The Animatrix never fails to make me cry, then maybe I am talking out of my arse).

~*~

In other news, I saw Model Guy twice this week. He smiled at me yesterday and looked all young and vulnerable. I went into work grinning. It was great.