muladhara: (wesker)
well-informed doorstop ([personal profile] muladhara) wrote2012-09-09 06:26 pm

i live by the river

(I can't access my Hellblazer icon at the moment, so I'll use my other blonde bastard one ;) )

Hmm, keep having niggles about writing Hellblazer fic, which I find hard enough anyway. Or I could do what I've been thinking about for the past few days, which is taking one of the stories I started that I know I'll never finish as fanfic, and turn it into something original (not like it hasn't been done, amirite).

I dare say this is playing on my mind a lot because I've been thinking about advertising the fan...thing...I wanted to run for John's 60th. Note the emphasis on the past tense.

I know Hellblazer fandom isn't, by and large, a fan-product oriented one (at least, that's never been my experience of it), so whatever happens, there's not going to be too much to deal with. But I kind of feel terrified by the two extreme outcomes - either nothing happens, or loads of people come up with all kinds of stuff.

I mean, it's a good idea, and I like it, but now I'm not that sure that I want to be in charge of it.

(And panicking at this stage is pointless. Nothing's going down until the end of April next year ANYWAY).

BLAH BLAH BLAH. I suppose my anxiety had to show itself somewhere *sigh*

Hmm. If only the majority of my works in progress weren't on the computer...