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"you've let your eyes betray your heart"
So 2024 continues to be an absolute shit shower.
I have had a terrible week.
I was sexually harassed by someone I've known since I was a teenager. He didn't do more than try to kiss me while he was absolutely shitfaced (at 6pm! On a weekday!), but the fact that he did it at all/thought I'd even be into it is appalling. Next time I see him, I'm going to tell him I never want to speak to him ever again.
I also want to kick him in the nuts, hard, but I know I wouldn't, because I'm soft as shit. I talk big, but I never follow through.
AND THEN. I wasn't going to talk about this at all. BUT. There is a grown ass man who has been flirting with me, non-verbally, for fucking months at this point. And now I know why it's all been non-verbal. I found out yesterday he's already in a relationship with someone else. I had thought for several months that he was single, and he's never mentioned his partner before now (well, why would he). I know I'm not wrong about this, because the way he behaves around me is not how you should be if you're in a relationship with someone else.
(And it's not even that he's an incorrigible flirt, either, because he doesn't act this way around anyone else BUT me. Unlike the other guy from months back).
But yeah, yesterday one of my co-workers was making general chitchat with him, and I heard him say he was going away somewhere with his partner and OH BOY AM I GLAD I WASN'T LOOKING AT HIM AT THE TIME HE SAID IT.
So I am sort of confused, but mostly very angry with him right now. I don't want to kick him in the nuts as much as the other guy, but I wouldn't pass up the opportunity, let's say.
I don't have a decent way to end this. It's been a fucking week, it will probably continue to be so. 2024 can get in the fucking bin.
I have had a terrible week.
I was sexually harassed by someone I've known since I was a teenager. He didn't do more than try to kiss me while he was absolutely shitfaced (at 6pm! On a weekday!), but the fact that he did it at all/thought I'd even be into it is appalling. Next time I see him, I'm going to tell him I never want to speak to him ever again.
I also want to kick him in the nuts, hard, but I know I wouldn't, because I'm soft as shit. I talk big, but I never follow through.
AND THEN. I wasn't going to talk about this at all. BUT. There is a grown ass man who has been flirting with me, non-verbally, for fucking months at this point. And now I know why it's all been non-verbal. I found out yesterday he's already in a relationship with someone else. I had thought for several months that he was single, and he's never mentioned his partner before now (well, why would he). I know I'm not wrong about this, because the way he behaves around me is not how you should be if you're in a relationship with someone else.
(And it's not even that he's an incorrigible flirt, either, because he doesn't act this way around anyone else BUT me. Unlike the other guy from months back).
But yeah, yesterday one of my co-workers was making general chitchat with him, and I heard him say he was going away somewhere with his partner and OH BOY AM I GLAD I WASN'T LOOKING AT HIM AT THE TIME HE SAID IT.
So I am sort of confused, but mostly very angry with him right now. I don't want to kick him in the nuts as much as the other guy, but I wouldn't pass up the opportunity, let's say.
I don't have a decent way to end this. It's been a fucking week, it will probably continue to be so. 2024 can get in the fucking bin.