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well-informed doorstop ([personal profile] muladhara) wrote2016-07-16 10:02 pm

and sure in her you'll find sanctuary

Comics dudes tomorrow! I am attempting to tell myself that when I turn up, it will all be OK. This is because my brain has been being stupid for the last seven(?) weeks since the convention, and also because only the FB page was updated, and not their wordpress or twitter.

I KNOW there are extenuating circumstances for several people in the group as to why a meet may not have been arranged sooner. But you know how anxiety works. (If you don't, you are SO LUCKY and I am SO ENVIOUS of you). So my brain has managed to convince me that no, they hate me, they didn't want to see me again, and they're going to be unimpressed when I turn up tomorrow.

I know it's all stupid, and I'm sure it'll be fiiiiiiine. (If not, I can come back here and cry to you guys).

~

I read a short story manga earlier this afternoon, and the plot was so frikken dumb I nearly didn't finish it (I certainly didn't read the rest of the anthology, that's for sure). It was only sixty pages, and it was a romance shojo, and I'm feeling shmoopy right now, so I thought why the hell not? I wish I hadn't bothered, but I suppose I can forget I read it.

(I mean seriously, the girl ended up admitting that everything was her fault, and she was sorry she'd upset the guy and woo it was all happy after that. But it wasn't even her fault, it was the boy being a dick? But of course, boys are never in the wrong, are they? *eye roll into infinity*)

Hopefully the next thing I choose to read will be better!
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[personal profile] kehleyr 2016-07-17 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Gah yeah... anxiety is NOT great!