my life would still go on, believe me

[muladhara]

# Turns out I've had a stomach bug for the past few days, so I hope I didn't make anyone ill on Sunday! (I'm anxious enough about whether they liked me or not*, I don't need to worry that I gave them lurgy as well!)

# The library have a book for me that is not The Raven King. I know no spoilers about TRK, and I would like to keep it that way. I have just had to fight very hard with myself not to read the spoilers musesfool posted, because she's already finished reading it.

(The library have it on order for me. I am the only person who's requested it, which makes me feel sad. But then again, no-one's taken the other three out since I had them out last summer. Which is also sad).

# I think I am almost at the end of The Last Remnant? I did three separate boss fights today, two of which were dragons. I suspect there are not many more to go. My BR is 93. I just want to get this game done with now. (I have enjoyed it but jeez louise, some parts of it have been downright annoying).

~

*At least two people asked me if I was coming to the convention, and Chris talked to me from the coffee shop till he got off the bus, so he must've liked me OK. They wouldn't have bothered asking if they didn't like me, right?

Comments

[selenicdistance]

Obviously I don't actually know if they liked you or not -- but, speaking as someone with hideously crippling anxiety myself, particularly regarding social junk, they probably like you more than your brain is telling you.

You have my heartfelt best wishes when it comes to resisting the urge to spoil yourself. You can do it!

[muladhara]

I suspect this is true, but brains are stupid. Well, mine certainly is.

Thanks! Usually I don't mind spoilers, but there's some stuff I really care about and this is one of those things.

[lilysea]

They wouldn't have bothered asking if they didn't like me, right?

That sounds valid and reasonable! ^_^

My thought was "Well, if they don't like you, then they're fools, because you sound awesome, and your DW is entertaining"

I get social anxiety too. *sympathies*

[muladhara]

Aw, thank you, that's very kind of you to say so.

Social anxiety is the worst.

[lenores_raven]

>>>They wouldn't have bothered asking if they didn't like me, right?

Sounds right to me. :-)